A troubled heart

This is such a feeling that I don't know since when this feeling has frequently comes to my life. When it comes it's feels like an upset feeling but also combinated with a sorrow feelings Maybe it can be called GALAU in Indonesian. A feeling that frequently happens to teenagers or maybe young adults. But you know what ? If you keep this feeling for so long, it will be real dangerous, guys ! Because it would strained your own feelings and usually makes your work result not good, well it had happened to me in fact.

And now, i have just went back to school after having a week of holiday and in that whole week i just stayed at home ( of course ) , wake up - take a shower - eat - play the sims 3 - watch movies till dawn - and then sleep again ( to be honest, it made my life real flat ). After the holiday done, i realized that i'm not listening at music at all, except watching videos at youtube. Cause music is the one of the factors that can made my heart been troubled ( Galau ), well it's because i have a lot stock of  "Galau" songs. I don't know why i didn't do that activities for a week whether because i want to move on from the troubled heart or maybe i'm not intend to do that with any purpose.

Beside that, honestly i kept myself away from hearing the radio whether my favourite broadcaster was airing. But still deep in my heart i still have that troubled heart even i already tried to stepped away from some activities that can make my heart troubled. And the peak is today, my friends sang so much "Galau" songs and it made me pensived. Also it made me didn't have spirit to do such school works , real damn right ? Yeahh , maybe it's because i'm just a normal 17 years old teenager that have knew about LOVE . But at the last, that word will just make us getting our heart troubled.

" Kita galau, karena lebih sering membayangkan kemungkinan buruk, dari pada membayangkan hasil baik." -Mario Teguh

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